Oh, hai everyone...
I haven't been here in a while. And it's certainly not because I haven't been thinking about you daily my dear blog. It's that I'm still catching up to my new life. Still adjusting to being a mom, and on top of that a full time working mom. And on top of that house searching, and child care searching, and remembering to spend a little time with husband and this poor neglected puppy.
Becoming a parent has got to be the most traumatic and dramatic change life can ever throw at you. Regardless of how "ready" you are, you're never fully prepared to actually die to yourself for this other being. Never fully aware of how self centered you (I) actually are (am) until your life actually does revolve around a 18 lb chunk of a boy.
I've so missed writing to you, sharing with you. My heart drops a little when I see posts of projects, or when I see a blogger who's devoted to posting content regularly begin to gain followers. I'll think, "I want that." I enjoy writing here. In the midst of the hardships of motherhood, my thoughts of this blog have been a friend, and I now realize that I should have shared with you much more often, not just for my sanity, but just in case someone out there in the internet world might be experiencing something similar.
So, here I am. I hope very much to talk to you soon and regularly. And for that new design I promised... It's around, and might come up sometime.
Also, one final note: happy two-years "Our Dog Dillan". sorry I missed your birthday.
Thanks for sticking around